Rabbits are queers.....


age: twenty one

religious beliefs if any: Over the years I have taken a little bit from every religion and combined them all  into something that works for me but I enjoy Buddhist philosophy a great deal. I was also training to be a pagan high priestess at one point.
location: Cleveland, Ohio although I grew up in Florida.

sexuality: Pansexual

10 favorite bands: The Misfits, The Horrorpops, the cure, VnV Nation, Dresden Dolls, corpse show creeps, a fire inside, Osaka Popstar, Sleater-kinney

10 favorite movies: I have a slight obsession with John waters films. I also enjoy the universal monster films as well as the horror Genre in general. Pink Flamingos, Female trouble, Crybaby, Gummo, Fight Club, Frankenstein, bride of Frankenstein, Party Monster, Rocky Horror picture show, and evil dead.


Authors: Neil Gaiman, Poppy Z. brite, Anthony Burgess, James saint James, Sylvia Plath, Christopher Moore, Kurt Vonnegut and H.P lovecraft,

worst fears: I have a fear of drowning  and off the dark.

things that make you happy: Reading, Penpaling, writing in general, Hello Kitty, Horror movies, fake blood, cemeteries and  graveyards, indie films, Rocky Horror picture show, And vintage fashion.

hobbies: I enjoy penpaling a great deal. I have always thought that handwritten letters were far more personal than emails. I also collect Hello Kitty and Frankenstein stuff.

talents: I tend to spout useless facts from time to time.

A secret? I was born with cerebral palsy. It affects my muscles strength and balance so I need to hold onto things to walk. When I was younger I used to lie and say I broke my leg. It took me years to have the ability to accept myself.

drugs: My lips are sealed

habits good and bad: I bite my cheeks so the inside of my mouth is scarred. I also chew my nails and pencaps.


and what makes you soooo odd..mentally or physically(describe): I think my tastes in general makes me odd. Not many people can sit through a drag queen eating dog feces. Need more reasons? Look above.


i apologize

I am so so so sorry to all those who have applied and i have not been able to get back to.
I am a complete tard but do believe in this community and want to keep it going. I am not that great at keeping up to date and am not being a good co-mod at all! Please post and I'll talk with moderator if someone else wants to give a try and co-moding cause i fail. Sorry to everyone!

a path through these days


=a path through these days=

The curse of a dead bird on the footstep.

Stop to stoop over the dead-life.

Horizon full of death is exploding,

See the gust of unfaith it blasts.

The corner of cruel eyes slashing through

The red sky, the breaking of soul…


The path I take to reach the calm sunset

Through the streets of dawn, noon and dusk,

The path is bleached in colorless blood of

Deadly games man plays. The sphere of gone souls

Watches as I move to a rather

Natural end, untouched by them, slowly…

The ~original~...

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Well yay, I was accepted! On to the application now then, yes?
age: 23 (Wish I were older)

religious beliefs if any: I'd consider myself agnostic with a strong interest in voodoo. In the words of the cowardly lion, I DO believe in spooks, I DO believe in spooks. ;)

location: West Virginia, home of the Mothman and Flatwoods Monster, as well as a horde of toothless, bearded rednecks. (The men are pretty scary, too)

sexuality: Pansexual. Though I'm not sure that's the right word, since I do lean considerably more towards girls.

10 favorite bands: Smashing Pumpkins, Spice Girls, NIN, Squirrel Nut Zippers, White Stripes, Holy Blood, Marilyn Manson, Tool, Duran Duran, Joy Electric, many more... I just picked the most random xD

10 favorite movies: Silent Hill, Spice World, Borat, The Blue Butterfly, The Fly, The Great Yokai War, Big Top Pee-Wee, Pee-Wee's Big Adventure, Dead Silence, Drop Dead Fred (and again, random and off the top of my head since I have trouble narrowing them all down!)

worst fears: balloons (though I think they're pretty and LOVE clowns), sudden loud noises, babies... that's about it.

things that make you happy: bugs of all kinds (especially roaches), cooking, old NickToons, clowns, mimes, big boobs, the cute girl who works at the library, pretty mushrooms, monsters, art, remembering my childhood, sushi, Velma Dinkley, LOTS more.

hobbies: collecting bugs (dead and alive) and eyeballs (plastic or in formaldehyde), watching old cartoons like AAAHH!!! Real Monsters, TMNT, The Real Ghostbusters and Bump in the Night, collecting 80's toys and music, randomly sleeping in odd places just for that feeling of waking up and not knowing where I am (not just in the kitchen, sometimes the woods or car or god-knows-where), drawing, playing guitar, writing, playing neopets, and building forts in the living room.

talents: Uhh... typing, math, spelling, drawing... and I can tell you the name of pretty much any 80's My Little Pony in the world. Kinda sad, really but there you go.

A secret? Hm... well though many people know I love bugs, not many people know I kiss my roaches and giant african millipede when I tell them goodnight. What?... To me, it's just like how other people kiss their dogs, only less drool all over my face. That's much more 'ew' to me lol!

drugs: never have taken any form of them. By choice, not because I'm afraid or a 'goody-goody'. I am just happy without them.

habits good and bad: I LOVE Rum, but I've never been drunk, so I'm not sure it counts. I chew on my hair and the insides of my mouth when nervous. I clean compulsively, and the bed always has to be made. I'm quite OCD when I'm bored, especially. But yet I can be a total slob at times. I'm not at all a germophobe and will eat stuff I dropped the floor without hesitation. Unless I know something really gross landed in that same spot recently :P

and what makes you soooo odd..mentally or physically(describe): Other than being an honest person (I HATE and LOATHE liars and try my best not to be one), I don't think I am all that odd. Everyone else seems to think so, and I am very interested in people who break away from the 'norm. I've been told I'm odd because I dress like a hobo, never brush my hair, am not girly in the slightest when it comes to things like shopping, giggling, talking in a mousy voice or fangirling over Johnny Depp. I love b-movie monsters and yokai far more than a normal person, and instead of the usual dogs and cats, I have rats and bugs as pets. (Around 100 of them to be exact). I often wish I were a boy, because my interests would seem less odd to people then. Oh, I also used to be a furry, up until a few years ago when it started to get to be a really, really scary community. I still draw anthro art on occasion, to make some money off commissions. Hm, what else. I have strange fetishes, which I won't go deeply into just yet. But here's one: I like to lick eyes :D

Oh what the hell. Here are some of my major fetishes... contortionism, encasement, dom/sub play, roleplaying IRL, clowns, mimes, surgical devices, latex, gas masks, rape play, biting, SOCKS (especially really long, stripey ones of which I have multitudes of), and tickle torture. And when it comes to art/porn, I get off to surreal horror porn, monsters, rape, clown girls, girls with balloons (doesn't bother me unless they're around me IRL), the dreaded tentacle porn, and gore/guro. I'm not into bloodplay IRL, or anything particularly life-threatening other than being generally rough and animalistic with what you're born with (teeth/nails.)

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Anyways, enough about me. Nice to meet you all! :)


religious beliefs if any: i started as energy and will finish back in the pool.
location:baltimore, maryland 
sexuality: bisexual
10 favorite bands: clutch, primus, massive attack, van morrison, bjork, thunderheist, black flag, gang star, the fucking champs 
10 favorite movies: star wars (them all), blazing saddle, the dark crystal, the rules of attraction, the last temptation of christ, the adventures of baron von munchaussen, mirrormask, dune, the pink panther strikes again, dr. strangelove
worst fears:being eaten, being burned alive, open ocean
things that make you happy: my boys, books, roller derby, knitting, cake
hobbies: roller derby, plush making, knitting, craft in general, reading, baking, audio recording
A secret? i love the smell of leather shoes after they have been worn
drugs:not anymore, but in the past, yes. in the future, maybe, but just pot, im done with the others 
habits good and bad:  loud laughing and badly timed comments, punctual, low maintenance, spacey, understanding, way metal!
and what makes you soooo odd..a sunny disposition and lack of cynicism. allowing myself to be myself at all times and not worring about how others handle all that. not being into the cure. my jeff goldblum obsession.


this is the charm city roller girls ref squad! im in front w/ the helmet.

a friend and i on halloween

my absolute favorite photo, taken by the mondo talented defekto.

Is this better?

 age:i came out of my mother seventeen years ago.
religious beliefs if any: I do believe there is a god
location:where the cows roam Virginia
sexuality:Straight (I like penis) and Taken by Andrew Talley
10 favorite bands: I love all kinds of music-I can not just pick 10...But i love Seether
10 favorite movies:I love all kinds of movies-I can not just pick 10...My Favorite though is Rules of Attraction.
worst fears: Being Alone and unliked.
things that make you happy:My boyfriend Drugs and Writing and friends
talents: I can flip my eyelids...i'm sorry that isn't weird enough...I can hold a handstand for five minutes yet...uhh....
A secret? I love sex-All the rest of them are non of your business
drugs: I use them, i enjoy them.
habits good and bad:  I smoke Lights and Bud. I cuss like a sailor, I get mad to easly 
and what makes you soooo odd..mentally or physically(describe): That's a fantastic question! You deside :]
I guess that's not good enough...

I will no post pictures, being that my journal is annonomous i ask that you guess respect that. please. Maybe the fact that i am very consealed is "weird"...I have OCD...My books have to be from Largest to Small in my bookbag...My T.V has to be off before i leave the house. when i cook, i can't start until the clock is on the hour. i brush my teeth for two minutes and two minutes only. I floss every day. I NEVER un-tie my shoes. I have to leave the house in the morning at 6:36. I have TOS Syndrome so i have to take medican for it...everyday to 7 pm. I will not drink out of a can or a restarant cup without a straw. 

Is that weird enough